Kehadirannya mampu memisahkan hati-hati yang bertaut.
Hadirnya mampu memusnahkan kehidupan yang terbina.
Namun,
Tak semua yang hadir dari cemburu itu durjana lagaknya.
Cemburu itu mampu membawa kita kearah yang lebih baik.
JIKA
Kita mampu mengawal hembusan dan deruan angin cemburu itu sendiri.
Ia tidak mudah dikawal, tidak juga mudah dibendung.
Sifatnya yang lahir secara perlahan dan tiba-tiba membuatkan kita tidak tahu apa yang perlu dilakukan.
Sakit ?
Mungkin.
Cemburu itu menyakitkan hati.
Cemburu itu membutakan jiwa.
Cemburu itu memperlahankan rentak.
Cemburu itu memusnahkan lagu.
TAPI
Semua kesakitan ada ubatnya. (kecuali mati)
Cemburu ini boleh diubati.
Bagaimana ?
Dengan istigfar.
Dengan kesabaran
Dengan mengingati Dia.
Lalu dengan perlahan cemburu itu akan beransur reda.
Mustahil ?
Tidak sama sekali. Aku selalu melakukannya. Hasilnya, aku mampu mengurus api cemburuku dengan baik.
Ingat cuma satu,
JIKA cemburu ini tidak dikawal oleh diri kita sendiri, cemburu ini bisa melarat dan memudaratkan kita.
Cemburu yang tidak dirawat atau dikawal akan menjadi tunggangan mudah syaitan Laknatullah yang telah bersumpah akan merosakkan kita.
Banyak kerosakan akibat cemburu.
Buktinya ?
Pembunuhan pertama didunia adalah disebabkan cemburu bukan ?
Jadi, urus cemburumu dengan berhemah.
^_^
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Sometimes when old fairy tales suddenly pops out in your mind and you decided to check for it again, nasty things will happen.
Tears will suddenly fall.
Jealousy will appear.
Guilt will build up inside you.
To be exact, fairy tales that you had gone through will be your only guideline to go through the new fairy tale.
All the past adventures will only makes you stronger and will makes you know what should you do so that old mistakes that ruin your fairy tale would not occur again.
A silly mistake.
A silly word.
A silly act.
A silly decision.
A silly ego.
All of this would make up such a foolish ending that you wouldn't even like it.
My mum used to remind me,
Think before you speak or act. What ever happen after that is the result from your words and action.
I used to think that it was just mere words from my mum.
But i'm totally wrong.
All of her words comes out to be true and it does hurts.
A friend of mine used to follow all of her heart says.
Now, I do believe that she was filled with guilt.
I know that she does not want to hurt anybody feelings, but instead, without her knowing it, she hurt the boy, herself and a few people around her.
She was depressed.
But she was strong. She fights all of that and became a hero that sometimes inspired me.
She taught me one thing.
Not everything that we want will be exactly like we had planned.
Allah is greater. He had everything nicely planned for His subjects.
Fairy tales.
It could be fun.
It could be dangerous.
It could have sad endings.
It could have severe results.
But.
It is the only way for us to learn what we should do when something like that occurs again.
Learn from mistakes.
No man on earth has been a real success without failing once, twice or many times.
Trust only what you should trust
Allah is Great.
^_^
Sunday, March 10, 2013
Everyone has their very own special secret.
A secret that they has a very specific reason why they would not tell others about it.
Secret means to be kept.
Not to be displayed.
Not to be shared.
Not to be sung.
Not to be played with.
A secret will always be a secret.
There were secrets that is kept to make sure that the one we love will be happy all the time.
Same with me.
I don't consider it as lying.
but I consider it as something that I need to do to make sure that the one I love and care about will never feel that I am a nuisance or a burden to them.
I know that they will feel like I am a foolish or I do not appreciate or do not trust them to be entrusted with my secret.
But, I do not want them to be troubled after they know my little secret.
Enough is enough.
if I say it is okay or it is a secret.
Then you should keep quiet.
I am totally a different person when it comes to my secret.
Trust me
^_^
Sometimes, when you think that someone needed you and you try to become one of the greatest helpers in the world, you suddenly realize that no one actually needed you.
But when you were not in the mood of helping people, eventually, they will knock on your door and asked for help.
Reality.
It does hurts. Not sometimes, but most of the time.
Try to think that someone did need you and wants you to be at their side.