Hair. Is the most important asset of girls all over the world. Having a perfect hair is a dream of every girls on earth including the girls who wear hijab.
Why is that so ? This is because that bad hair day is not the something that a girl would want. To them, bad hair is bad luck and would disrupt their mood and happiness. Hence, I would want to share some of the hair care that I would always use at home.
I'm home ! At last. phew. Terlampau rindu kat rumah. And of course my beautiful mom, handsome father and cheeky siblings ! haha. Everything seems so perfect when i'm home. Eventually, all my problems seems to fade away when i'm home.
With the star locket song that keeps playing and the scene that is soo serene makes me drowns in it.
I like being at home. Although sometimes I had some fights with people around me, but I still likes it. I changed completely when i'm at home. From a super hyperactive girl, to a quiet and strict sister. Like a commander i supposed. Hahaha.
Many things had happened past these few weeks. Muchos ! But still, I had my sweet little brother whom I know always supporting me whenever i'm down. He never show it though. But I know deep inside he cares for me, just like I care for him. Without me knowing it. It has been almost 5 years that we had been together. Many things had happened between us. We fought, we cried, we laugh, we fall, we rise, everything. That makes our relationship strong. Honestly, He's the best little brother ever !
Seriously, I need to gather enough courage to keep standing strong.
Sunday, December 16, 2012
Surely there are something that is not right with me. For days I've been searching the answer, but i couldn't find it. There are something wrong with my heart. It seems like I need something but I can't figure it out.
I tried my best to solve the puzzle. I tried my blueberry cheese cake, chocolates, hair treatments, long baths, singing and EVERYTHING ! Frustrating. I can't figure it out.
Just tell me what is going on with me.
Honestly, I am not myself this week. There is something that I truly don't want to happen.
Wearing something that is surely not me and suddenly thinking about styles and how did I look. Okay ! That is surely not me !.
Please, tell me. I need to smile. I don't want to wear this awful face to college or anywhere. I really don't want to.
I wonder if its about Lugia. Dear Lugia. solve this puzzle for me. I just can't take it anymore.
Sunday, December 09, 2012
Hey guys ! haha. just wanna share one of my fave song. This song quite sweet and simple. the lyrics made me think. ouh. that guy is sweet. haha. enjoy :)
A friend in need is a friend indeed. Ever hear about this statement ?
Of course you do. Semua orang pernah dengar statement ni. Entry kali ni aku dedicate kan khas buat kengkawan aku yang selalu ade dengan aku. Kengkawan yang tak pernah jemu melayan kerenah aku yang gila and hyperactive nih. Haha. Mak pernah cakap, kawan senang, mudah gila nak cari, tapi kawan menagis, punya lah payah nak cari. But now, i think i have found both of that types of friends. :)
below will be the picture of them. Thank you for everything and for being there for me. :)
Tetibe terfikir. What if I lose someone like him ? Bukan terfikir sendiri nih. But he suddenly asked me last night.
Honestly, soalan tu adalah soalan yang aku cuba untuk tak memikirkannya. Bukan aku tak pernah fikir. Tapi bila aku fikir, aku akan sedih sensorang. I can't think of the days that i'm going to go through without him by my side. It has been almost three years that he's been with me. He has been my courage, my craziness, my best friend, my punchbag, my consultant, my doctor, my brother, my mom, my dad, EVERYTHING.
Seriously, it was so unfair. I really don't wanna lose someone like him. It seems that i'm selfish but the fact is, I NEED HIM.
Sekarang cume tinggal setahun lebih lagi. In that sooo damn short time, what am i gonna do ?? Betul cakap dia, masa berlalu dengan sangat pantas. Pejam celik tengok tengok kami dah grad. So bila dah grad nanti, is there any possibilities or chances that we're going to keep up like this ? I really need that possibilities.
Apa yang buat aku risau sekarang, what happen if we both got separated ? Memories is not enough for me to cheer up myself. Kalau seandainya kami terpisah nanti, tak akn ade lagi manusia yang akan bebel dekat aku tiap-tiap hari, tak akan ada lagi manusia yang jadi doktor n consultant aku, tak akan ada lagi manusia yang akan buat aku jadi diri aku sendiri.
Seeing and thinking that our ship going to end that way made me wanna cry. I wanted to cry last night. but I don't want him to see me cry. Because he used to tell me that he don't want to see me cry or being sad.
If and only if we've got separated. Events like yesterday and any other days that i spent with him will never occur again. Memang lah betol maybe kita akan jumpa manusia laen. Tapi. tak akan ada yang sejibik macam dia. Tak akan ada. seriously.
Honestly, i'm afraid that time will messed our ship like that. I'm totally afraid that i'm going to lose him. Takot aku tak akan dapat jumpa die lagi. I'm speechless. Only the tears keep falling down and tells the answer.
I might be tough. But, I don't wanna lose someone as precious as him. It will make me weak. it's like, separuh semangat aku akan hilang macam tu je. Ya Allah, betapa kuatnye pengaruh dia dalam hidup aku. Tolong lah, aku perlukan dia, Janganlah Kau pisahkan kami. please. aku tak nak perkara tu terjadi. Cukup lah ape yang aku hilang dulu. Aku tak tahu sama ada aku bole lalui perkara yang sama macam dulu sekali lagi.