Seriously. I am fragile. Note that please. Fragile is something that could be broken easily with any actions.
I may look strong outside. But to be honest. I am fragile inside. I don't have a hero that could save me. I don't have a fortress that keep me from harm. I don't have soldiers that could guard me all the time. I just have myself that I could count myself to.
I hate false hope.
I truly hate promises.
I abandoned hope.
I left love behind.
I trust only myself.
I believe only in Him.
I don't have anything to make me strong. If my life is as simple as the wind brushing against the soft hair of a girl. Yes. I would be okay. But life is not exactly like what I had expected. Everything is totally not like the fairy tales that I used to read when I was little. Everything is upside down.
I hate to dream.
I truly hate tears.
I abandoned feelings.
I left desire behind.
I trust only my instinct.
I believe only in what is written for me.
What I wanted will never be like the songs that I used to hear. Maybe some of it does reflects me. But still. I'm still looking for the right song for me.
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